I can pretend to think and feel in grey shades, but the truth is, I always was and always will be a human being captured in the darkest black and the brightest white in the same time. I dream little children’s dreams and speak the harsh words of the tired ones. I love and I hate.Tumblr (3.0; @notuntilyouchooseto)http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/93f9b3c62cf98e45ea09753d292cc6e0/tumblr_mm1sbjRuUo1qcah0ho1_r1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><small>happy birthday <a href="http://abrokencup.tumblr.com" target="_blank">lilly</a></small> <span><small>♥</small></span></p> </blockquote>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49248544338http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49248544338Tue, 30 Apr 2013 11:05:10 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3bmsq2Uns1r6vuvho1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3bmsq2Uns1r6vuvho4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3bmsq2Uns1r6vuvho3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3bmsq2Uns1r6vuvho2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://squishycritters.tumblr.com/post/22165808754/cute-animals-with-stuffed-toys-of-themselves" target="_blank">squishycritters</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>cute animals with stuffed toys of themselves.</p> </blockquote>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49248540853http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49248540853Tue, 30 Apr 2013 11:05:01 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8299502b9cbf550ff14e95384a8afad9/tumblr_mlo9xiEfiY1rhqdgho5_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/56c245e7d38788dee12496ed2b238a44/tumblr_mlo9xiEfiY1rhqdgho4_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/41c6f39f5220ae4a4817f8b2447f3ddc/tumblr_mlo9xiEfiY1rhqdgho3_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/bc36ae7b846697b00ad3d8c02073e9af/tumblr_mlo9xiEfiY1rhqdgho1_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4efe5a7fd8520ca4918bbe916184f89b/tumblr_mlo9xiEfiY1rhqdgho6_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7c616f01b141a4a45d3b81287f690a10/tumblr_mlo9xiEfiY1rhqdgho2_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <p><em>(<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=0sUke3W4XQA" target="_blank">x</a>)</em></p> </blockquote>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49248523216http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49248523216Tue, 30 Apr 2013 11:04:13 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/607cbb4c4f32f109b8e14d1b923e620b/tumblr_mlulk1zOIo1rhkcmpo1_r2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2d74370ede7e4f18041492f8925d0cbc/tumblr_mlulk1zOIo1rhkcmpo3_r2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/43b46379b10ed5d88ece90d6c7ac5ba8/tumblr_mlulk1zOIo1rhkcmpo4_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/505d652ee0247b467eda89a0b6215123/tumblr_mlulk1zOIo1rhkcmpo5_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/65864b642395ad3deeb30fd30aa47d4d/tumblr_mlulk1zOIo1rhkcmpo2_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d0a38b71943a9c450aceb31810702d2a/tumblr_mlulk1zOIo1rhkcmpo6_r1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://athousandswifts.tumblr.com/post/49060611028/the-fact-that-i-desperately-loved-this-scene" target="_blank">athousandswifts</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>The fact that I desperately loved this scene should surprise no one, but let’s talk about the second gif, shall we? (Yeah, I’m not even doing this in tags, because it’s late and I’m tired and this therefore might be longer than tumblr would allow in tags.) He makes a fist, swings it up, and then…slows down. He doesn’t stop gesturing, but while his body moves angrily and tensely, he refrains from the dramatic violent fist smash that is expected in this moment. He stops himself from that cathartic chair punch, and I can’t even deal with how much I love that. I’m not saying there’s anything inherently wrong with a cathartic chair punch, which I have been known to indulge in during moments of stress, but I am also not the male protagonist of a TV show. Explosions of violent anger - even if we’re talking about those against inanimate objects - are so ubiquitous in dudes on TV. In particularly well done shows, these can reveal a lot about the character and his culture, but let’s be real: usually it’s just a shorthand for ~deep dark manpain~. And it would have been so easy for this scene to go the same way: he slams his fist into the chair, she flinches away from him, the audience goes “oooh he’s so tortured.” Which: he is. But no women have to flinch for us to see that. His whole body is coiled up tight and ready to explode, but he does not explode in front of Joan, because his aggression is not towards her and he refuses to demonstrate it in front of her. Meanwhile, the audience does not need to see some utterly twisted version of masculinity where rage is the only way to express pain to understand this character’s mental state. In conclusion: well done, <em>Elementary</em>, yet again.</p> </blockquote>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49147553912http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49147553912Mon, 29 Apr 2013 04:17:14 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fe0d88b0f7cc13144c541308898a93b3/tumblr_mlj24rN1jz1rc51ufo1_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/393c5ea9185fefa9daaaa176f895f516/tumblr_mlj24rN1jz1rc51ufo2_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/858613f10a0b027260c1805b7b3b7c7f/tumblr_mlj24rN1jz1rc51ufo3_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/de5cc76bf5606188ead703f2e70a794c/tumblr_mlj24rN1jz1rc51ufo4_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fcdcebd9fbfb2695dc073a979d593227/tumblr_mlj24rN1jz1rc51ufo5_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/da8b90c5e85ea4a9964a056748f5c740/tumblr_mlj24rN1jz1rc51ufo6_250.png"/><br/> <br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49147392719http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49147392719Mon, 29 Apr 2013 04:15:18 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4d184642f9d10588a1232b78a259a4c5/tumblr_mijiglh8mb1qdeg3ro2_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a50201c6358db94a8bc517466841d7d4/tumblr_mijiglh8mb1qdeg3ro1_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <div><small><strong><a href="http://ssammys.tumblr.com/tagged/50poj" target="_blank">50 photos of jared padalecki</a></strong><span> [50+4/50]</span></small></div> </blockquote> <p></p>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49092958738http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49092958738Sun, 28 Apr 2013 16:47:05 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6b5805ecc2dd3a76c3d27c8c083977df/tumblr_mgizz8Myxh1qghwxto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49092929169http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49092929169Sun, 28 Apr 2013 16:46:38 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c336fa83e8d03a966b96e2826ca71d97/tumblr_mjsyggqim11qj7roko1_r2_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/198553374d02f38809214786da088893/tumblr_mjsyggqim11qj7roko2_r1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4ec043b0babb07095955d6410cea1848/tumblr_mjsyggqim11qj7roko3_r1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49092878018http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/49092878018Sun, 28 Apr 2013 16:45:50 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1a4uxrgCr1r7dpnoo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/19726309715http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/19726309715Thu, 22 Mar 2012 10:25:44 +0100cigarettenailsnail polishpinkorangestripesparisienneparisienne jaunesmoker<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwihh1zFD21r7dpnoo1_r1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14514251461http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14514251461Tue, 20 Dec 2011 17:51:00 +0100Evan Rachel Woodevan rachel wood<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwif1xvsmZ1r7dpnoo1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwif1xvsmZ1r7dpnoo2_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwif1xvsmZ1r7dpnoo3_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwif1xvsmZ1r7dpnoo4_400.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwif1xvsmZ1r7dpnoo5_400.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14512464533http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14512464533Tue, 20 Dec 2011 16:58:00 +0100Paul BettanyLegion<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwibwcY2gd1r7dpnoo5_r1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwibwcY2gd1r7dpnoo2_r1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14510340700http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14510340700Tue, 20 Dec 2011 15:50:00 +0100LegionPaul BettanyMichaelarchangel<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwi9oiQshE1r7dpnoo1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwi9oiQshE1r7dpnoo2_500.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14509060645http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14509060645Tue, 20 Dec 2011 15:02:41 +0100Country StrongLeighton MeesterGarrett Hedlund.gifGIFMovie<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwi7i0cJyp1r7dpnoo1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwi7i0cJyp1r7dpnoo2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwi7i0cJyp1r7dpnoo3_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwi7i0cJyp1r7dpnoo4_250.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14507931708http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14507931708Tue, 20 Dec 2011 14:15:35 +0100Herbie Fully LoadedLindsay LohanVolkswagenJustin LongWalt DisneyBeetleBug<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhdv5GbmO1qaho1po1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14504743820http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14504743820Tue, 20 Dec 2011 11:27:18 +0100<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhz06v2m41r7dpnoo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14504504441http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14504504441Tue, 20 Dec 2011 11:12:06 +0100Evan Rachel WoodWhatever Works<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhvh3QBLB1r7dpnoo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14503232344http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14503232344Tue, 20 Dec 2011 09:55:51 +0100Herbie Fully LoadedLindsay LohanJustin LongDisneyVolkswagen bugVolkswagen beetle<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwgy3pZ23I1qjezbwo1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwgy3pZ23I1qjezbwo2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><blockquote> <blockquote><em>‘Of course it was all a load of nonsense. If anybody was capable of keeping track of ideals and reality, he was.<br/>After all, it was his job. Moral issues were his home ground. To think that he might doubt his own purity was really to think very little of him.<br/>Tom was angry. And in the midst of it all, he discovered why. And realistically enough, he thought that if the doubt was already present, it could grow. Perhaps so great that one day it would prove detrimental to his entire moral mission.’</em></blockquote> <small><strong>Dogville</strong></small></blockquote></p>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14481104594http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14481104594Tue, 20 Dec 2011 01:10:27 +0100<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwfrx0XEAV1r2c2fbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14480805369http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14480805369Tue, 20 Dec 2011 01:05:03 +0100<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lumwv2TNMF1r5upero1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14469853195http://notuntilyouchooseto.tumblr.com/post/14469853195Mon, 19 Dec 2011 21:39:12 +0100